My Love Letter To YOU

Lord O'Lord~! This is a letter to You...
Christmas is coming and I am eagerly waiting for the day
It reminds me of my new birth
10 years ago You appeared in my dream
I lost my earthly father but You told me it is ok for I have You, my Heavenly Father
You asked me to come to You but I refused
Even in the midst of struggling to find a path in my life
I did not realise that You have already been with me all these times
Yet You did not give up on me
You still love me as how You have loved me today, tomorrow and eternally
You taught me about life; about sorrows, about trials and tribulations
You instilled the interest about life in me
I was completely lost but I ought to know the answer
That is why I continually seek for it...
Year after year my questions increased, I could understand no more
What is happiness? What is life? What am I? I am just empty...
You arranged some people to reach out to me; You used them to tell me something
You brought me to You... even as far as a foreign country
I finally got to know You; And You taught me even more
I just wished I could have known You earlier
When I was down You lift me up
When I cried out to You, You said "I am always with you even until the end of age"
You told me I am never alone for You are with me 24-7
You taught me to do good; even to the people that are evil to me
You gave me wisdom and You answered my questions
You gave me peace, joy and freedom
You taught me to be humble and You gave me a softened heart
You told me how awesome I am regardless of my flaws
You gave me a vision and a reason for me to live and move on
You told me I have a place to stay at eternity; a wonderful place sitting right beside You
You taught me how to love; to love every creation of Yours, to love unconditionally and with all my heart
You blessed me with love; within my family, with the one, my friends, people around me, creatures around me, things around me...
And You are still guiding me on what I should do and how should I feel
To strike a balance in every aspects of my life
To be stronger and stronger; better and better in Your name
To be just like You, O'Lord~
I now know the answer; the answer is You
Christmas is a day of celebration for it is when we gained mercy and freedom
A day when You were borned, a day when I was reborned
But it is also a day I cry for You
For it reminds me of how You bore our sins upon the cross
How You bore my sins upon the cross
My sins...I am just unworthy...
But You said I am Your child; Your beloved, faithful child...and I deserve it
No! I say it is You who made me deserve it
O'Lord, thanks for everything You have done for me
I shall shine for You, honour You and bring glory to You
I LOVE YOU and I praise You forever and ever!
AMEN!!!